DATE

3/19/25

written by

Xiaoxin Sun

TIME

LOCATION

Oakland, CA

Who I am #8: 纯粹 / As Hunble As Ash

DATE

3/19/25

written by

Xiaoxin Sun

TIME

LOCATION

Oakland, CA

Who I am #8: 纯粹 / As Hunble As Ash

DATE

3/19/25

written by

Xiaoxin Sun

TIME

LOCATION

Oakland, CA

Who I am #8: 纯粹 / As Hunble As Ash

同样纯粹的,还有莫那和四季工作室各位做涂装、特效化妆、各种概念设计的艺术家们。也许是我的好奇心很明显,刚到黄岛两三周的时候,Jeremy(当时的onset VFX sup) 就交给我一个任务,让我拿着理光的360拍摄相机去各个工作室(木工、铁工、大道具、小道具、服装等)去拍他们的工作状态,美其名曰,和我们后期做视效有关。现在想起来,25岁的我真是初生牛犊不怕虎,我真的去一个个地方拍照,说自己需要这些东西。我不知道我是怎么说服他们的,但一路二十多个workshop逛下来,我也了解到了,他们在慢工出细活。而我是个急躁的人,我当时时常抱怨他们的仔细、慢悠悠、耐心,现在看来,这是现代难能可贵的品德。

当时的制片主任想知道为什么我们部门非得买某昂贵的绿幕、而不是国产某绿幕,Jeremy让wendy在天台上支起实验,三种不同的绿幕、蓝幕,任它们经受风吹雨打,每隔几天每种蓝幕、绿幕各加一块,并且写上添加的日期。我想除了纯粹,还有较真。Jeremy很较真,我们组的每个人都很较真。


ChatGPT Translation:

Just as pure were Mona and the artists from Four Seasons Studio—those working on paint, special effects makeup, and all kinds of concept design.

Maybe it was because my curiosity was so obvious, but just two or three weeks after I arrived in Huangdao, Jeremy (our on-set VFX supervisor at the time) gave me a task: take the Ricoh 360 camera and visit all the workshops—woodwork, metalwork, large props, small props, costumes—and document their working process. Officially, it was for “reference for our VFX work in post.”

Looking back, 25-year-old me was really fearless—like a newborn calf unaware of tigers.

I actually went from one department to the next, taking pictures and telling them I needed them for work.

I don’t even remember how I convinced them, but after visiting over twenty different workshops, I came to understand how they truly practiced the art of slow, careful craftsmanship.

And I—impatient by nature—used to complain about how slowly and meticulously they worked.

Now I see: that level of patience is a rare and precious quality in today’s world.

At the time, the production manager wanted to know why our department insisted on buying some expensive imported green screen instead of using a local brand.

Jeremy had Wendy set up an experiment on the rooftop: three different green and blue screens, left to weather wind and rain. Every few days, we’d add a new piece of each material and mark the date on it.

More than just purity—there was also rigor.

Jeremy was meticulous. Everyone on our team was meticulous.

同样纯粹的,还有莫那和四季工作室各位做涂装、特效化妆、各种概念设计的艺术家们。也许是我的好奇心很明显,刚到黄岛两三周的时候,Jeremy(当时的onset VFX sup) 就交给我一个任务,让我拿着理光的360拍摄相机去各个工作室(木工、铁工、大道具、小道具、服装等)去拍他们的工作状态,美其名曰,和我们后期做视效有关。现在想起来,25岁的我真是初生牛犊不怕虎,我真的去一个个地方拍照,说自己需要这些东西。我不知道我是怎么说服他们的,但一路二十多个workshop逛下来,我也了解到了,他们在慢工出细活。而我是个急躁的人,我当时时常抱怨他们的仔细、慢悠悠、耐心,现在看来,这是现代难能可贵的品德。

当时的制片主任想知道为什么我们部门非得买某昂贵的绿幕、而不是国产某绿幕,Jeremy让wendy在天台上支起实验,三种不同的绿幕、蓝幕,任它们经受风吹雨打,每隔几天每种蓝幕、绿幕各加一块,并且写上添加的日期。我想除了纯粹,还有较真。Jeremy很较真,我们组的每个人都很较真。


ChatGPT Translation:

Just as pure were Mona and the artists from Four Seasons Studio—those working on paint, special effects makeup, and all kinds of concept design.

Maybe it was because my curiosity was so obvious, but just two or three weeks after I arrived in Huangdao, Jeremy (our on-set VFX supervisor at the time) gave me a task: take the Ricoh 360 camera and visit all the workshops—woodwork, metalwork, large props, small props, costumes—and document their working process. Officially, it was for “reference for our VFX work in post.”

Looking back, 25-year-old me was really fearless—like a newborn calf unaware of tigers.

I actually went from one department to the next, taking pictures and telling them I needed them for work.

I don’t even remember how I convinced them, but after visiting over twenty different workshops, I came to understand how they truly practiced the art of slow, careful craftsmanship.

And I—impatient by nature—used to complain about how slowly and meticulously they worked.

Now I see: that level of patience is a rare and precious quality in today’s world.

At the time, the production manager wanted to know why our department insisted on buying some expensive imported green screen instead of using a local brand.

Jeremy had Wendy set up an experiment on the rooftop: three different green and blue screens, left to weather wind and rain. Every few days, we’d add a new piece of each material and mark the date on it.

More than just purity—there was also rigor.

Jeremy was meticulous. Everyone on our team was meticulous.

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I’m an independent creator born in 1993 in Changsha, now based in California. My writing started from an urgent need to express. Back in school, I often felt overwhelmed by the chaos and complexity of the world—by the emotions and stories left unsaid. Writing became my way of organizing my thoughts, finding clarity, and gradually, connecting with the outside world.


Right now, I’m focused on writing and filmmaking. My blog is a “real writing experiment,” where I try to update daily, documenting my thoughts, emotional shifts, observations on relationships, and my creative process. It’s also a record of my journey to becoming a director. After returning to China in 2016, I entered the film industry and worked in the visual effects production department on projects like Creation of the Gods I, Creation of the Gods II, and Wakanda Forever, with experience in both China and Hollywood. Since 2023, I’ve shifted my focus to original storytelling. I’m currently developing several scripts and will shoot when the time feels right. You can check out my IMDb: https://m.imdb.com/name/nm12651401/.


I’m currently revising my first script. It’s not grand in scale, but it’s deeply personal—centered on memory, my father, and the city. I want to make films that belong to me, and to our generation: grounded yet profound, sensitive but resolute. I believe film is not only a form of artistic expression—it’s a way to intervene in reality.

我是1993年出生于长沙的自由创作者,现居加州。我的写作起点来自一种“必须表达”的冲动。学生时代,我常感受到世界的混乱与复杂,那些没有被说出来的情绪和故事让我感到不安。写作是我自我整理、自我清晰的方式,也逐渐成为我与外界建立连接的路径。


我目前专注于写作和电影。我的博客是一个“真实写作实验”,尽量每天更新,记录我的思考、情绪流动、人际观察和创作过程。我16年回国之后开始进入电影行业,曾在视效部门以制片的身份参与制作《封神1》《封神2》《Wankanda Forever》等,在中国和好莱坞都工作过,23年之后开始转入创作,目前正在创作一些剧本,时机合适的时候会拍。可以看下我的imdb:https://m.imdb.com/name/nm12651401/


我正在重新回去修改我第一个剧本——它并不宏大,却非常个人,围绕记忆、父亲与城市展开。我想拍属于我、也属于我们这一代人的电影:贴地而深刻,敏感又笃定。我相信电影不只是艺术表达,它也是一种现实干预。

sunnyspaceundefined@duck.com

website designed by Daiga Shinohara

©2025 Xiaoxin Sun, All rights reserved

I’m an independent creator born in 1993 in Changsha, now based in California. My writing started from an urgent need to express. Back in school, I often felt overwhelmed by the chaos and complexity of the world—by the emotions and stories left unsaid. Writing became my way of organizing my thoughts, finding clarity, and gradually, connecting with the outside world.


Right now, I’m focused on writing and filmmaking. My blog is a “real writing experiment,” where I try to update daily, documenting my thoughts, emotional shifts, observations on relationships, and my creative process. It’s also a record of my journey to becoming a director. After returning to China in 2016, I entered the film industry and worked in the visual effects production department on projects like Creation of the Gods I, Creation of the Gods II, and Wakanda Forever, with experience in both China and Hollywood. Since 2023, I’ve shifted my focus to original storytelling. I’m currently developing several scripts and will shoot when the time feels right. You can check out my IMDb: https://m.imdb.com/name/nm12651401/.


I’m currently revising my first script. It’s not grand in scale, but it’s deeply personal—centered on memory, my father, and the city. I want to make films that belong to me, and to our generation: grounded yet profound, sensitive but resolute. I believe film is not only a form of artistic expression—it’s a way to intervene in reality.

我是1993年出生于长沙的自由创作者,现居加州。我的写作起点来自一种“必须表达”的冲动。学生时代,我常感受到世界的混乱与复杂,那些没有被说出来的情绪和故事让我感到不安。写作是我自我整理、自我清晰的方式,也逐渐成为我与外界建立连接的路径。


我目前专注于写作和电影。我的博客是一个“真实写作实验”,尽量每天更新,记录我的思考、情绪流动、人际观察和创作过程。我16年回国之后开始进入电影行业,曾在视效部门以制片的身份参与制作《封神1》《封神2》《Wankanda Forever》等,在中国和好莱坞都工作过,23年之后开始转入创作,目前正在创作一些剧本,时机合适的时候会拍。可以看下我的imdb:https://m.imdb.com/name/nm12651401/


我正在重新回去修改我第一个剧本——它并不宏大,却非常个人,围绕记忆、父亲与城市展开。我想拍属于我、也属于我们这一代人的电影:贴地而深刻,敏感又笃定。我相信电影不只是艺术表达,它也是一种现实干预。

sunnyspaceundefined@duck.com

website designed by Daiga Shinohara

©2025 Xiaoxin Sun, All rights reserved

I’m an independent creator born in 1993 in Changsha, now based in California. My writing started from an urgent need to express. Back in school, I often felt overwhelmed by the chaos and complexity of the world—by the emotions and stories left unsaid. Writing became my way of organizing my thoughts, finding clarity, and gradually, connecting with the outside world.


Right now, I’m focused on writing and filmmaking. My blog is a “real writing experiment,” where I try to update daily, documenting my thoughts, emotional shifts, observations on relationships, and my creative process. It’s also a record of my journey to becoming a director. After returning to China in 2016, I entered the film industry and worked in the visual effects production department on projects like Creation of the Gods I, Creation of the Gods II, and Wakanda Forever, with experience in both China and Hollywood. Since 2023, I’ve shifted my focus to original storytelling. I’m currently developing several scripts and will shoot when the time feels right. You can check out my IMDb: https://m.imdb.com/name/nm12651401/.


I’m currently revising my first script. It’s not grand in scale, but it’s deeply personal—centered on memory, my father, and the city. I want to make films that belong to me, and to our generation: grounded yet profound, sensitive but resolute. I believe film is not only a form of artistic expression—it’s a way to intervene in reality.

我是1993年出生于长沙的自由创作者,现居加州。我的写作起点来自一种“必须表达”的冲动。学生时代,我常感受到世界的混乱与复杂,那些没有被说出来的情绪和故事让我感到不安。写作是我自我整理、自我清晰的方式,也逐渐成为我与外界建立连接的路径。


我目前专注于写作和电影。我的博客是一个“真实写作实验”,尽量每天更新,记录我的思考、情绪流动、人际观察和创作过程。我16年回国之后开始进入电影行业,曾在视效部门以制片的身份参与制作《封神1》《封神2》《Wankanda Forever》等,在中国和好莱坞都工作过,23年之后开始转入创作,目前正在创作一些剧本,时机合适的时候会拍。可以看下我的imdb:https://m.imdb.com/name/nm12651401/


我正在重新回去修改我第一个剧本——它并不宏大,却非常个人,围绕记忆、父亲与城市展开。我想拍属于我、也属于我们这一代人的电影:贴地而深刻,敏感又笃定。我相信电影不只是艺术表达,它也是一种现实干预。