你真的很烦，我总是内心冷冷的看着他、但外表还是一副 “你好、你想干嘛”的样子。你到底在干嘛？你要进吗、还是退呢，你要进不退的样子、我是要假装自己没看见吗，还是直接让你停、然后转身就走呢？还是我直接避开你好了。

当我无法避开你的时候，我发现我很喜欢你和你在一起的时间，自在、静谧、想说就说、不说也不会没有信息量，我不知道这叫什么，我喜欢男生吗、确实有些陌生的感觉。我喜欢他吗，还是另一个，什么是喜欢、有什么区别。我不懂。

ChatGPT translation:

You’re honestly so annoying. Inside, I’m always watching him with a cold stare, but on the outside I still keep up that “Hi, what do you want?” look. What are you even doing? Are you coming closer or backing off? If you’re moving in, acting like you won’t retreat—am I supposed to pretend I don’t notice? Or should I just tell you to stop and walk away? Or maybe I should just avoid you altogether.

But when I can’t avoid you, I realize I really enjoy the time I spend with you. It’s easy, quiet, natural. I can talk if I want to, and if I don’t, it doesn’t feel empty. I don’t know what this is called. Do I like boys? It feels a bit unfamiliar. Do I like him, or is it someone else? What even is “liking” someone? What’s the difference? I don’t know.