DATE

3/24/25

written by

Xiaoxin Sun

TIME

LOCATION

Oakland, CA

《戀愛的犀牛》#4: “愛” / Rhinocero‘s in Love #4: Love

DATE

3/24/25

written by

Xiaoxin Sun

TIME

LOCATION

Oakland, CA

《戀愛的犀牛》#4: “愛” / Rhinocero‘s in Love #4: Love

DATE

3/24/25

written by

Xiaoxin Sun

TIME

LOCATION

Oakland, CA

《戀愛的犀牛》#4: “愛” / Rhinocero‘s in Love #4: Love

我爱你,我会陪你。我看着你笑而失神,我会默默搂着你、拍拍你的头。我会偷偷观察你,看你手机上在看哪条新闻。我会记住你喜欢吃的东西、但也悄悄塞我喜欢吃的给你。我会翻你喜欢的书,想象你看的时候、想了些什么,为什么这么想。我想靠近你,不仅是物理上的、还是心理上的、甚至感情上的、生活哲理上的。我想理解你,我想知道你的一切内在逻辑。

我爱你,我会亲你,在额头上、肚子上。我爱你,我会在你洗澡的时候、偷偷从后面戳你。我爱你,我走到哪都想到你,我去哪都想带着你、我时时刻刻想见你。我想知道你在做什么、说了什么、见到了谁、又想了些什么。

我会取笑你,在看到有趣的事情的时候、想要分享给你。我会像呼吸一样稀松平常,也会像电影一样惊心动魄。我会一直陪着你、直到你慢慢出现笑纹、脸上有雀斑、头发开始慢慢变白、走路越来越慢。我会坐在躺椅上离去,你握着我的手、告诉我下次来哪里找你。


ChatGPT translation:

I love you, and I’ll stay with you. I lose myself watching you smile. I’ll quietly hold you, gently pat your head. I’ll secretly watch you, see what news you’re reading on your phone. I’ll remember what you like to eat, but also slip in a few of my favorites for you to try. I’ll read the books you love, and imagine what you were thinking as you read, and why you thought that way. I want to be close to you—not just physically, but mentally, emotionally, even philosophically. I want to understand you. I want to know every part of your inner logic.

I love you. I’ll kiss you—on your forehead, on your belly. I love you. I’ll poke you from behind while you’re in the shower, just to tease you. I love you. Wherever I go, I think of you. Wherever I am, I want to bring you along. I want to see you, all the time. I want to know what you’re doing, what you’re saying, who you’ve seen, and what you’re thinking about.

I’ll make fun of you, and share all the little funny things I find with you. I’ll be as ordinary as breathing, and as thrilling as a movie. I’ll stay with you—until the day laugh lines slowly appear, freckles show up on your face, your hair starts to turn white, your steps grow slower. I’ll be the one in the rocking chair, quietly slipping away, while you hold my hand and tell me where to find you next.

我爱你,我会陪你。我看着你笑而失神,我会默默搂着你、拍拍你的头。我会偷偷观察你,看你手机上在看哪条新闻。我会记住你喜欢吃的东西、但也悄悄塞我喜欢吃的给你。我会翻你喜欢的书,想象你看的时候、想了些什么,为什么这么想。我想靠近你,不仅是物理上的、还是心理上的、甚至感情上的、生活哲理上的。我想理解你,我想知道你的一切内在逻辑。

我爱你,我会亲你,在额头上、肚子上。我爱你,我会在你洗澡的时候、偷偷从后面戳你。我爱你,我走到哪都想到你,我去哪都想带着你、我时时刻刻想见你。我想知道你在做什么、说了什么、见到了谁、又想了些什么。

我会取笑你,在看到有趣的事情的时候、想要分享给你。我会像呼吸一样稀松平常,也会像电影一样惊心动魄。我会一直陪着你、直到你慢慢出现笑纹、脸上有雀斑、头发开始慢慢变白、走路越来越慢。我会坐在躺椅上离去,你握着我的手、告诉我下次来哪里找你。


ChatGPT translation:

I love you, and I’ll stay with you. I lose myself watching you smile. I’ll quietly hold you, gently pat your head. I’ll secretly watch you, see what news you’re reading on your phone. I’ll remember what you like to eat, but also slip in a few of my favorites for you to try. I’ll read the books you love, and imagine what you were thinking as you read, and why you thought that way. I want to be close to you—not just physically, but mentally, emotionally, even philosophically. I want to understand you. I want to know every part of your inner logic.

I love you. I’ll kiss you—on your forehead, on your belly. I love you. I’ll poke you from behind while you’re in the shower, just to tease you. I love you. Wherever I go, I think of you. Wherever I am, I want to bring you along. I want to see you, all the time. I want to know what you’re doing, what you’re saying, who you’ve seen, and what you’re thinking about.

I’ll make fun of you, and share all the little funny things I find with you. I’ll be as ordinary as breathing, and as thrilling as a movie. I’ll stay with you—until the day laugh lines slowly appear, freckles show up on your face, your hair starts to turn white, your steps grow slower. I’ll be the one in the rocking chair, quietly slipping away, while you hold my hand and tell me where to find you next.

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I’m an independent creator born in 1993 in Changsha, now based in California. My writing started from an urgent need to express. Back in school, I often felt overwhelmed by the chaos and complexity of the world—by the emotions and stories left unsaid. Writing became my way of organizing my thoughts, finding clarity, and gradually, connecting with the outside world.


Right now, I’m focused on writing and filmmaking. My blog is a “real writing experiment,” where I try to update daily, documenting my thoughts, emotional shifts, observations on relationships, and my creative process. It’s also a record of my journey to becoming a director. After returning to China in 2016, I entered the film industry and worked in the visual effects production department on projects like Creation of the Gods I, Creation of the Gods II, and Wakanda Forever, with experience in both China and Hollywood. Since 2023, I’ve shifted my focus to original storytelling. I’m currently developing several scripts and will shoot when the time feels right. You can check out my IMDb: https://m.imdb.com/name/nm12651401/.


I’m currently revising my first script. It’s not grand in scale, but it’s deeply personal—centered on memory, my father, and the city. I want to make films that belong to me, and to our generation: grounded yet profound, sensitive but resolute. I believe film is not only a form of artistic expression—it’s a way to intervene in reality.

我是1993年出生于长沙的自由创作者,现居加州。我的写作起点来自一种“必须表达”的冲动。学生时代,我常感受到世界的混乱与复杂,那些没有被说出来的情绪和故事让我感到不安。写作是我自我整理、自我清晰的方式,也逐渐成为我与外界建立连接的路径。


我目前专注于写作和电影。我的博客是一个“真实写作实验”,尽量每天更新,记录我的思考、情绪流动、人际观察和创作过程。我16年回国之后开始进入电影行业,曾在视效部门以制片的身份参与制作《封神1》《封神2》《Wankanda Forever》等,在中国和好莱坞都工作过,23年之后开始转入创作,目前正在创作一些剧本,时机合适的时候会拍。可以看下我的imdb:https://m.imdb.com/name/nm12651401/


我正在重新回去修改我第一个剧本——它并不宏大,却非常个人,围绕记忆、父亲与城市展开。我想拍属于我、也属于我们这一代人的电影:贴地而深刻,敏感又笃定。我相信电影不只是艺术表达,它也是一种现实干预。

sunnyspaceundefined@duck.com

website designed by Daiga Shinohara

©2025 Xiaoxin Sun, All rights reserved

I’m an independent creator born in 1993 in Changsha, now based in California. My writing started from an urgent need to express. Back in school, I often felt overwhelmed by the chaos and complexity of the world—by the emotions and stories left unsaid. Writing became my way of organizing my thoughts, finding clarity, and gradually, connecting with the outside world.


Right now, I’m focused on writing and filmmaking. My blog is a “real writing experiment,” where I try to update daily, documenting my thoughts, emotional shifts, observations on relationships, and my creative process. It’s also a record of my journey to becoming a director. After returning to China in 2016, I entered the film industry and worked in the visual effects production department on projects like Creation of the Gods I, Creation of the Gods II, and Wakanda Forever, with experience in both China and Hollywood. Since 2023, I’ve shifted my focus to original storytelling. I’m currently developing several scripts and will shoot when the time feels right. You can check out my IMDb: https://m.imdb.com/name/nm12651401/.


I’m currently revising my first script. It’s not grand in scale, but it’s deeply personal—centered on memory, my father, and the city. I want to make films that belong to me, and to our generation: grounded yet profound, sensitive but resolute. I believe film is not only a form of artistic expression—it’s a way to intervene in reality.

我是1993年出生于长沙的自由创作者,现居加州。我的写作起点来自一种“必须表达”的冲动。学生时代,我常感受到世界的混乱与复杂,那些没有被说出来的情绪和故事让我感到不安。写作是我自我整理、自我清晰的方式,也逐渐成为我与外界建立连接的路径。


我目前专注于写作和电影。我的博客是一个“真实写作实验”,尽量每天更新,记录我的思考、情绪流动、人际观察和创作过程。我16年回国之后开始进入电影行业,曾在视效部门以制片的身份参与制作《封神1》《封神2》《Wankanda Forever》等,在中国和好莱坞都工作过,23年之后开始转入创作,目前正在创作一些剧本,时机合适的时候会拍。可以看下我的imdb:https://m.imdb.com/name/nm12651401/


我正在重新回去修改我第一个剧本——它并不宏大,却非常个人,围绕记忆、父亲与城市展开。我想拍属于我、也属于我们这一代人的电影:贴地而深刻,敏感又笃定。我相信电影不只是艺术表达,它也是一种现实干预。

sunnyspaceundefined@duck.com

website designed by Daiga Shinohara

©2025 Xiaoxin Sun, All rights reserved

I’m an independent creator born in 1993 in Changsha, now based in California. My writing started from an urgent need to express. Back in school, I often felt overwhelmed by the chaos and complexity of the world—by the emotions and stories left unsaid. Writing became my way of organizing my thoughts, finding clarity, and gradually, connecting with the outside world.


Right now, I’m focused on writing and filmmaking. My blog is a “real writing experiment,” where I try to update daily, documenting my thoughts, emotional shifts, observations on relationships, and my creative process. It’s also a record of my journey to becoming a director. After returning to China in 2016, I entered the film industry and worked in the visual effects production department on projects like Creation of the Gods I, Creation of the Gods II, and Wakanda Forever, with experience in both China and Hollywood. Since 2023, I’ve shifted my focus to original storytelling. I’m currently developing several scripts and will shoot when the time feels right. You can check out my IMDb: https://m.imdb.com/name/nm12651401/.


I’m currently revising my first script. It’s not grand in scale, but it’s deeply personal—centered on memory, my father, and the city. I want to make films that belong to me, and to our generation: grounded yet profound, sensitive but resolute. I believe film is not only a form of artistic expression—it’s a way to intervene in reality.

我是1993年出生于长沙的自由创作者,现居加州。我的写作起点来自一种“必须表达”的冲动。学生时代,我常感受到世界的混乱与复杂,那些没有被说出来的情绪和故事让我感到不安。写作是我自我整理、自我清晰的方式,也逐渐成为我与外界建立连接的路径。


我目前专注于写作和电影。我的博客是一个“真实写作实验”,尽量每天更新,记录我的思考、情绪流动、人际观察和创作过程。我16年回国之后开始进入电影行业,曾在视效部门以制片的身份参与制作《封神1》《封神2》《Wankanda Forever》等,在中国和好莱坞都工作过,23年之后开始转入创作,目前正在创作一些剧本,时机合适的时候会拍。可以看下我的imdb:https://m.imdb.com/name/nm12651401/


我正在重新回去修改我第一个剧本——它并不宏大,却非常个人,围绕记忆、父亲与城市展开。我想拍属于我、也属于我们这一代人的电影:贴地而深刻,敏感又笃定。我相信电影不只是艺术表达,它也是一种现实干预。