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DATE

4/3/25

written by

Xiaoxin Sun

TIME

12:16 PM

LOCATION

Oakland, CA

自言自语#4：好恶 / Talking to Myself #4: Likes and Dislikes

DATE

4/3/25

written by

Xiaoxin Sun

TIME

12:16 PM

LOCATION

Oakland, CA

自言自语#4：好恶 / Talking to Myself #4: Likes and Dislikes

DATE

4/3/25

written by

Xiaoxin Sun

TIME

12:16 PM

LOCATION

Oakland, CA

自言自语#4：好恶 / Talking to Myself #4: Likes and Dislikes

  1. 抽大麻之后喜欢疯狂骚扰别人、非常以此为乐

  2. 非常享受瞎想“毫无含义”的论题

  3. 开始写东西之前抽烟（改了）

  4. 写东西得抽大麻（不会改）

  5. 做事走极端、享受走极端

  6. 享受感官剥夺、其实会让思路更清晰

  7. 最近开始享受饥饿，学习和痛并生

  8. 不喜欢苦、酸

  9. 有一定的自虐倾向

  10. "漫不经心"是coping mechanism

  11. 我在想什么、我在想什么、我在想什么

  12. 这样好吗 发这种东西没关系吗 为什么这么多人看

  13. 我感到一些不适 好像裸体被曝光在太阳下

  14. 但我已经决定要接纳自己了

  15. 那就接纳自己吧

  1. 抽大麻之后喜欢疯狂骚扰别人、非常以此为乐

  2. 非常享受瞎想“毫无含义”的论题

  3. 开始写东西之前抽烟（改了）

  4. 写东西得抽大麻（不会改）

  5. 做事走极端、享受走极端

  6. 享受感官剥夺、其实会让思路更清晰

  7. 最近开始享受饥饿，学习和痛并生

  8. 不喜欢苦、酸

  9. 有一定的自虐倾向

  10. "漫不经心"是coping mechanism

  11. 我在想什么、我在想什么、我在想什么

  12. 这样好吗 发这种东西没关系吗 为什么这么多人看

  13. 我感到一些不适 好像裸体被曝光在太阳下

  14. 但我已经决定要接纳自己了

  15. 那就接纳自己吧

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©2025 Xiaoxin Sun, All rights reserved

I’m an independent creator born in 1993 in Changsha, now based in California. My writing started from an urgent need to express. Back in school, I often felt overwhelmed by the chaos and complexity of the world—by the emotions and stories left unsaid. Writing became my way of organizing my thoughts, finding clarity, and gradually, connecting with the outside world.


Right now, I’m focused on writing and filmmaking. My blog is a “real writing experiment,” where I try to update daily, documenting my thoughts, emotional shifts, observations on relationships, and my creative process. It’s also a record of my journey to becoming a director. After returning to China in 2016, I entered the film industry and worked in the visual effects production department on projects like Creation of the Gods I, Creation of the Gods II, and Wakanda Forever, with experience in both China and Hollywood. Since 2023, I’ve shifted my focus to original storytelling. I’m currently developing several scripts and will shoot when the time feels right. You can check out my IMDb: https://m.imdb.com/name/nm12651401/.


I’m currently revising my first script. It’s not grand in scale, but it’s deeply personal—centered on memory, my father, and the city. I want to make films that belong to me, and to our generation: grounded yet profound, sensitive but resolute. I believe film is not only a form of artistic expression—it’s a way to intervene in reality.

我是1993年出生于长沙的自由创作者，现居加州。我的写作起点来自一种“必须表达”的冲动。学生时代，我常感受到世界的混乱与复杂，那些没有被说出来的情绪和故事让我感到不安。写作是我自我整理、自我清晰的方式，也逐渐成为我与外界建立连接的路径。


我目前专注于写作和电影。我的博客是一个“真实写作实验”，尽量每天更新，记录我的思考、情绪流动、人际观察和创作过程。我16年回国之后开始进入电影行业，曾在视效部门以制片的身份参与制作《封神1》《封神2》《Wankanda Forever》等，在中国和好莱坞都工作过，23年之后开始转入创作，目前正在创作一些剧本，时机合适的时候会拍。可以看下我的imdb：https://m.imdb.com/name/nm12651401/。


我正在重新回去修改我第一个剧本——它并不宏大，却非常个人，围绕记忆、父亲与城市展开。我想拍属于我、也属于我们这一代人的电影：贴地而深刻，敏感又笃定。我相信电影不只是艺术表达，它也是一种现实干预。

sunnyspaceundefined@duck.com

website designed by Daiga Shinohara

©2025 Xiaoxin Sun, All rights reserved

I’m an independent creator born in 1993 in Changsha, now based in California. My writing started from an urgent need to express. Back in school, I often felt overwhelmed by the chaos and complexity of the world—by the emotions and stories left unsaid. Writing became my way of organizing my thoughts, finding clarity, and gradually, connecting with the outside world.


Right now, I’m focused on writing and filmmaking. My blog is a “real writing experiment,” where I try to update daily, documenting my thoughts, emotional shifts, observations on relationships, and my creative process. It’s also a record of my journey to becoming a director. After returning to China in 2016, I entered the film industry and worked in the visual effects production department on projects like Creation of the Gods I, Creation of the Gods II, and Wakanda Forever, with experience in both China and Hollywood. Since 2023, I’ve shifted my focus to original storytelling. I’m currently developing several scripts and will shoot when the time feels right. You can check out my IMDb: https://m.imdb.com/name/nm12651401/.


I’m currently revising my first script. It’s not grand in scale, but it’s deeply personal—centered on memory, my father, and the city. I want to make films that belong to me, and to our generation: grounded yet profound, sensitive but resolute. I believe film is not only a form of artistic expression—it’s a way to intervene in reality.

我是1993年出生于长沙的自由创作者，现居加州。我的写作起点来自一种“必须表达”的冲动。学生时代，我常感受到世界的混乱与复杂，那些没有被说出来的情绪和故事让我感到不安。写作是我自我整理、自我清晰的方式，也逐渐成为我与外界建立连接的路径。


我目前专注于写作和电影。我的博客是一个“真实写作实验”，尽量每天更新，记录我的思考、情绪流动、人际观察和创作过程。我16年回国之后开始进入电影行业，曾在视效部门以制片的身份参与制作《封神1》《封神2》《Wankanda Forever》等，在中国和好莱坞都工作过，23年之后开始转入创作，目前正在创作一些剧本，时机合适的时候会拍。可以看下我的imdb：https://m.imdb.com/name/nm12651401/。


我正在重新回去修改我第一个剧本——它并不宏大，却非常个人，围绕记忆、父亲与城市展开。我想拍属于我、也属于我们这一代人的电影：贴地而深刻，敏感又笃定。我相信电影不只是艺术表达，它也是一种现实干预。

sunnyspaceundefined@duck.com

website designed by Daiga Shinohara

©2025 Xiaoxin Sun, All rights reserved

I’m an independent creator born in 1993 in Changsha, now based in California. My writing started from an urgent need to express. Back in school, I often felt overwhelmed by the chaos and complexity of the world—by the emotions and stories left unsaid. Writing became my way of organizing my thoughts, finding clarity, and gradually, connecting with the outside world.


Right now, I’m focused on writing and filmmaking. My blog is a “real writing experiment,” where I try to update daily, documenting my thoughts, emotional shifts, observations on relationships, and my creative process. It’s also a record of my journey to becoming a director. After returning to China in 2016, I entered the film industry and worked in the visual effects production department on projects like Creation of the Gods I, Creation of the Gods II, and Wakanda Forever, with experience in both China and Hollywood. Since 2023, I’ve shifted my focus to original storytelling. I’m currently developing several scripts and will shoot when the time feels right. You can check out my IMDb: https://m.imdb.com/name/nm12651401/.


I’m currently revising my first script. It’s not grand in scale, but it’s deeply personal—centered on memory, my father, and the city. I want to make films that belong to me, and to our generation: grounded yet profound, sensitive but resolute. I believe film is not only a form of artistic expression—it’s a way to intervene in reality.

我是1993年出生于长沙的自由创作者，现居加州。我的写作起点来自一种“必须表达”的冲动。学生时代，我常感受到世界的混乱与复杂，那些没有被说出来的情绪和故事让我感到不安。写作是我自我整理、自我清晰的方式，也逐渐成为我与外界建立连接的路径。


我目前专注于写作和电影。我的博客是一个“真实写作实验”，尽量每天更新，记录我的思考、情绪流动、人际观察和创作过程。我16年回国之后开始进入电影行业，曾在视效部门以制片的身份参与制作《封神1》《封神2》《Wankanda Forever》等，在中国和好莱坞都工作过，23年之后开始转入创作，目前正在创作一些剧本，时机合适的时候会拍。可以看下我的imdb：https://m.imdb.com/name/nm12651401/。


我正在重新回去修改我第一个剧本——它并不宏大，却非常个人，围绕记忆、父亲与城市展开。我想拍属于我、也属于我们这一代人的电影：贴地而深刻，敏感又笃定。我相信电影不只是艺术表达，它也是一种现实干预。

XIAOXIN SUN

XIAOXIN SUN

XIAOXIN SUN